For now

This it to that One Lady, you know who you are; yes you do.

I've spent many a day and night thinking about you, thinking of a possible "Us", smiling at the thought. I've told you how I've felt, though I feel I'm not that hard to read, however you feel I lack what it takes to be your Man. I respect your thoughts and wishes and backed off time and time again but honestly, I never stopped chasing you. However things have began to move at an accelerated pace and not just for me obviously. So knowing who you are you prolly want me to get to the point right?? Well here goes.

I've always had deep feelings for you however, you are also one of my closer friends. So what I'm saying is: I dont have to be your Man. I treasure our friendship because you are who you are, a Beautiful, Strong, Creative Woman who lives life to the limit and gets what she wants out of it. I admire that and for that I say to you, Dont leave me behind. I'm here for you, when you need someone to talk to I'm but a call away. When you need someone to be there for you know I'm already there. When you need someone to cheer you up you all ready know I'm hella good at that ;). When you dont wanna be alone know that I'll stay with you til you feel better.

I'm saying all of this because when I back off this time it will be for real. At this point and time there's just no way we can be, having realized that, at the same time I dont want to lose you as a friend. So to keep are friendship intact I've decided to back off and be happy for you and your possibilities. And if I have spend the rest of my life just being your friend I would gladly welcome it. So think about my words, by now you have to know who you are. And know that this isn't goodbye, it's the start of a new friendship between us. I look forward to next time we hangout, I know you do too haha, after all I am: Wayne Jessie Jr.

Cobwebs

Sorry so sorry do pardon my dust, my dear readers but much has come to pass. Over the summer I've discovered much more about myself and established just how little I know about myself. Though over this time I've built a stronger, Image in the name: Wayne Jessie Jr. as well as coming a long ways from where I was. Honestly, I look back at some of my posts in FB and MS and cant believe my actions. I even found it hard to believe I said half of the stuff I wrote. I dont fear or regret these changes as they were necessary. So indeed it has been a while, I've meant to show you some luv over the summer but if you've been followin you know how that goes. >_<

So what did I do over the summer you ask?? Workin and partyin on the Weekends. As you may or may not know I turned 21 over the summer and had a ball experimenting with new beverages. I even created and christened my own Drink so named: "Mint-Drop Magic" Which has been a hit every since I conceived it. For Vaca, we went to tha Mountians, to a resort: Massanutten I believe it was called. Had a blast, got to kick it with my peoples, yall know who you are ;) checked out the Waterpark and just enjoyed myself...though the mountians were a bit drab...definitely a good choice passing up Ferrum. O_O

Well there's always more to tell but right now there is something on my mind. gonna seperate it from this one cuz I dont want the subjects to clash. I will try to keep giving you interesting things to read if you care to visit: The Life of DJ2xway.